depression 😔

I woke up this morning wanting to crying because I haven't talked to the father of my child since the other because he hates me . I been crying since last Thursday because I just wish he cared about us & that he would be with me throughout this pregnancy but he hasn't and I know he probably won't. My guy friend that knows him said that he won't planning this but shit I wasn't either. But once you have sex without a condom a baby is bound to happen . I just feel so depressed and sad because I been trying to talk to him and I haven't got anything 😔. I don't know what else to do anymore . I feel like crying everyday and never wanting to wake up and get out of bed