Excuse my naiveness or some might say my ignorance

..... but I honestly and truly believed this was going to be a cakewalk. I expected a few symptoms and that I'd overcome them like a champ. Literally thought i'd be frolicking everywhere while butterflies and birds followed me around. That I'd even have my own jolly theme music (Walking on Sunshine to be exact). Right now, I'm 11 weeks and I feel like nobody can possibly be any more bad at this than me. Literally can throw myself on the ground and start a temper tantrum right in the middle of work. 
HAHAHA- I really thought this would be a breeze.... But I loooooove my little baby and so happy for this opportunity. I can't wait to meet him/her. It will all be worth it but as of rn... you can find me after work crying in my closet.