I want to be pregnant and to be able to carry a child. I wanna be able to hear her/his first cry I wanna to be able able to hold and hear him/her laugh I wanna be able to cherish everything. I was diagnosed a year and a half ago with endometriosis and I have surgery for and me and my husband has been trying to have a baby but a couple weeks ago my doctor did a blood test and I have low progesterone with means it will be difficult for me to get pregnant or to even carry a baby to full term. witch I have been really in the dumps lately cause I just don't know any to do I just cry and cry. Cause I see all these woman that have misscarage. And I just don't know ow what I would do if that would happen to me. I see all these people that have baby and just ask why can't that be me why can't I have one. Cause I know I would be a wonderful mother.. But I got to my fertility doctor Feb 28 hoping for some good news.. I don't know what to do