Okay so I have been sober over a year now.   I struggled with alcohol.  September 23 has been a year mark for me.  And now I'm working on my 2 year.   But my depression is getting uncontrollable.   My drs have tried anything and everything they can think of to help and now all I can think about is drinking.   Which is crazy cause I'm a god fearing Christian and don't even believe in it.    What's wrong with me.   Does anyone else have this struggle if so what do you do to avoid caving into your temptation.