You might have seen my post a while ago about the guy I met off tinder ( maybe you can find it via my profile as it will help with this) well quick story both times we met he was the perfect guy and full of good banter and stuff we had in common. Talking about a relationship together and how he is nothing like the fuckboy farmer lads I usually talk to ( he was a farm guy and we both loved farm stuff) he would say how he couldn't see why people do that and thats not something he would ever be like and that he had matured so much in the past few years ( Im 18 he was 20)

I know lads like these tell you exactly what you want to hear and its no skin off their back really to make false promises, false sense of hope and trust. So that was start of December me and him started talking. Spent new year at his ( he asked me over for new year before first time we had even met!) And he was perfect guy then. I was on my period which had came 5 days early (saved by aunt flo?!) And i don't know if I would have done anything with him or not as I've never had sex.

He didn't prompt too much, him and his mum were so lovely ( stays at home with his mum) and then after i was back home from new year ( he stays 150 miles away) texts changed, not texting as much and 'Oh busy busy busy with work) I kept on with the sweet texts while he would just reply every now and then to some. I texted him saturday evening asking how he was. Didn't hear from him til monday afternoon where he said he had gotten lifted by the police for fighting with 2 other lads ( and he has always said to me that if you cannot sit down and talk a problem out then just walk away.) So i texted asking if he was ok. ( he replied to my first reply to him when I asked what he had been lifted for)

Anyways didn't hear from him after that. Sent him a text Monday night again asking if he was ok and not in too much bother then Tuesday morning I sent him a good morning text. Then yesterday I texted AGAIN (desperate much? 😅) asking if he was ok. No reply. Just seen now he has unfriended me on facebook. Not blocked tho... 🤔

I kinda last night after talking to my sis started reading into things the way they seem from her eyes as she is older and seen it all before.

Anyone want to say anything? Advice? Someone to talk to? Like snapchat chat or even some pals for facebook? I thought this was my first love and we had everything in common ( he didn't know any of my interests when we met it was literally him mentioning stuff he does and for me it was like 'OMG i know all about that. I love that stuff!'

This is what I have been focused and living off of since start of December and all I can think about are laughs with him and our convos. It literally made all the stuff I thought were good times before seem like shit so now when I try to think of stuff that made me happy it always involves him, his texts or whatever. Its literally where all the confidence I had was from.

Anyone? 😔 thanks