Am I Selfish

Taylor • Married❤️24❤️3 boys❤️#4 in 2022
I'm 20 & My Boyfriend Is 22. We've Been Together Since 2014 & Have A Handsome Son On The Way. I Know Exactly What I Want & I Dont Want To Be With No One Else But Him. We've Talked About Getting Married A Couple Of Times Before But Now The Topic Isn't Brought Up Anymore. Maybe I'm Moving To Fast, But It's Been 2yrs & I Dont Want To Be In A Relationship For 8yrs & Finally Figure Out He's Not The One Because We've Never Made It Official. I Test Our Love Just To See If We Still Have The Sparks But He Makes Comment & Say " This Is Why I Don't Like Talking Because You Act This Way" Should I Just Give Up The Thought. 😟 I Feel Like I Love Him More Than He Loves Me & It Hurts.