Hey girls, so lately me and my boyfriend have been really rocky. We haven't had sex since Christmas. He hasn't really touched me since then. I try. I try. But he always denies me..... He says he loves me but I feel like he don't mean it. I feel like he says it because he's obligated too. Last summer we almost broke up because I found naked girls pictures in his phone that weren't mine. Before we moved in together he'd ask for them and I'd send them for him. I've never done anything like that before, This is my first real relationship. And we've been together for 2 years.. I love him but I feel like he just don't love me like he use too. I was doing his laundry this past weekend and I found ALL this boxers the penis part stiff. I know he's masturbating, I don't mind it at all, but I don't like what he is probably using, because he hasn't asked me for naked pictures like he use too, and I know he doesn't have any of me because I checked. I only hate it because it makes me feel insecure, and ugly. Like I am not good enough. My body isn't, my boobs isnt. My butt isn't. My face isn't. TOTALLY INSECURE. I feel broken... I feel lost. What do I do??.......