my husband left..

I'm know this is going to sound selfish of me, but I can't help it! My hunband left for Basic training two weeks ago, he won't be back till may. We have only been married for almost 4 months. It feels like I just got him and now I have to lose him for 16weeks. I get upset when I think about it becuses I didn't have much of a say In the matter he was just gone. I fought depress and anxiuty before we got together but it has got a lot better the last few years. Or until he left, Today a lone I had 3 anxiuty attacks.....I'm really not looking forward to the next 14 weeks....😩😡😢