I'm loosing my mind

Meghan
So this is our first month properly TTC... I've been off contraception since last July, we weren't careful but weren't avoiding anything either...
No we've decided to officially TTC... I haven't even had any positive opk's yet and I'm already obsessing!!! Currently CD9, Glow says I'll be most fertile around CD14 but that feels like it 29 years away 😫
Please tell me I'm not alone at all... I'm trying to remain positive and I do know it takes 6months to a year to conceive... I'm just incredibly impatient and so bloody excited that we will create a little human 🙊