Got told some news about my grandad tonight apparently his drinking is getting worse and now he has a new lady friends that's with him because his got a shit load of money, I actually thought he changed I know grief is heard but my nanna hasn't even been dead a year yet and his moved on like that 😢 and if his drinking keeps going he won't get to meet little one, my heart is broken so glad I have my boyfriend his made me feel better, i also listened to little beans heart beat to cheer me up 😍 and it did,