It's ok for him to masterbate, but i cant. Tf???

Been w/ my bf for almost 2 yrs.. It took me awhile to get over the fact that my bf masterbates to porn or sexy models that is always saved in his phone.. eventually i stopped caring because I got tired of arguing about it with him.. anyways, ive always had a higher sex drive than him.. so I decided to get a vibrator & pleasure myself every now & then when he doesnt want to give me none (i dont watch porn or look at male models) . But as soon as he found out he got upset about it. Although he claims he doesnt care if i pleasure myself, he would act more distant & push me away when i try to hug or kiss him... even though i had pleasured myself several hours ago or few days ago. He just shuts me out when i try to have a normal conversation with him, just all grumpy & shit...