Miscarriage ... need to vent a little about my loss

Ma
my miscarriage has hit me so hard these past months i fell in love with my baby the moment i found out i was expecting and it was just taken away from me (7 weeks) (was going to be due april 2016).....my husband and i are trying again but its been hard because im scared that it can happen again im never going to get over this loss and people around me (family friends) dont understand how bad this has affected me .... i get you'll have another one just keep trying but people dont understand that i lost a baby and it hurts and that will never be replaced i literally lost myself when i lost my baby no one knew how much that ment to me being adopted and knowing i was going to have someone with my blood and i will never abandon them and i will love them no matter what was taking away from me it hits hard i just hope i can get through this and learn how to deal with it .... thank you to anyone that has listened i just needed to vent about it because no one really understands