just another rant...

So for the past 4 months, I've been a SAHM  & a first time Mom (FTM) at that... I have been loving it, but tbh there are days where I just feel like crap & need some time for myself. Do any of ya'll feel me? 
This weekend I'm expecting guests & next weekend my parents will be in town. I'm the type of person who likes things cleaned & done at a certain time & in a certain way (OCD if you will)... And I'm over here stressing trying to clean & cook while caring for baby girl (Oh & I also tutor from my house 4 days a week). I'm telling my husband all of the things I need to get done. And I'm just hoping he catches on to help out even just a little. I get really stressed out & he has the nerve to tell me: Oh, you didn't ask me for help. I have asked him for help... but he says it's because I keep saying "I" have things to do instead of "we" have things to do.
So pissed off right now. I told him that today I'm not cooking or cleaning. Let's see how he likes that! 
This mama is tired & im not afraid to show it!