I can't take it anymore!!

nan
AF showed her ugly ass face today....This is my 6th month trying. I'm not emotionally ok with this process anymore. It's so emotionally draining. I woke up no AF so I got a little hope then I felt some cramps and I knew her ass was gonna show up. My cycle is every 28 days faithfully. I've tried everything I can without spending thousands at a fertility clinic. I can't put my family in that type of financial hole. I'm done I'm coming to the conclusion another baby isn't in my cards. I do have children and I love both of them dearly but I had them when I was so young. I thought for sure it was my month it was my time but I don't think it's possible. I'm just done. I need to let my guy know I'm no longer trying because it's obviously impossible for me.