While my Husband is at work I stay in our bedroom all day by the time he gets home I am usually starving. My anxiety is really bad when I'm around anyone other than him. I avoid his family ( we live with them ) 3 kids, his mother and older brother. When I'm around other people I feel sick to my stomach and ocassionaly will have to run to the bathroom to throw up ( from nervousness ) I ignore my own family as well they want to see the baby every week and it's just too much for me I spend all day thinking of excuses to give them so I don't have to go visit. I would love to go outside or go for a walk with the baby in a stroller but I'm too scared I keep getting really paranoid. Being home all day watching the baby has really put me in a funk I see my friends on Facebook having fun and going out ( even those with young kids ) and I wish that I could do the same. I get out of the house maybe 4 times a month to go grocery shopping..  I'm 21 my life shouldn't be this boring