4 months old!! 😭

My sweet baby boy, Rowan Maverick is 4 months old today 😭 I'm honestly so emotional. He's growing so fast. I love watching him grow, learn, and hit all his milestones... but some days I wish I could freeze time so he's this little forever. I've been a mom 4 months. I don't even remember how life was without him and I never want to. How have I gone my entire life without this little face?