Lately, I have loved his moments when it's just him and I. We have so much fun together and just love the cuddles because I know they won't last long. 

My post is mainly about my MIL. We have a great relationship and they live right around the corner from us, so we see them a lot. He has become a grandmas boy, which is fine but lately it's been a bit much. When she's around I don't exist. We were just at a Super Bowl party and all of the other kids were playing but still going up to their mom and interacting with them. He completely ignored me the whole night. I even caught him calling her momma and she didn't say anything. When we were getting ready to go he was screaming for her and she walked us outside and she came running towards the door again to say goodbye... I'm thinking you're making it worse. And now she said she's coming over tomorrow and Tuesday to spend more time together. Sometimes when he gets attached to her I try and give them some space but then she will just come over and show up and say I haven't seen you in 3 days I miss you. 

I love the relationship they have but I'm super emotional, obviously with my hormones right now. I don't know if these feelings are normal or if I'm just out of line. I'm just sitting here crying hoping my second baby will need me and only me. Selfish I don't care but that's just how I feel at this point.