finally been confident

After battling an ED, going through 8+ months of residential/ inpatient / outpatient, struggling with anxiety, depression & SI as well...I've been so happy and confident. I never thought feeling generally content and happy was even possible. I just want to remind anyone else out there struggling how much better it really can get... if I was reading this 3 months ago, I wouldn't believe it. I'd never ever believed I could be in such a good place.. sending all of you good vibes, always❤ recently, i preformed live, which I've done many times before, but this time, was so much different. I felt so alive, so happy and so ME, it was one of the best feelings I've ever felt and now that I've learned to manage and cope with my depression& anxiety, I'll be able to feel that feeling many more times in my life. I'm so grateful for treatment and for choosing to continue my life when I wanted to end it. I promise that with so much work, determination, and TIME, it's possible. I hope you're healing.