I want to tell!

I'm only 4 weeks (and a day). My husband is gone and I have don't have a way to communicate with him. I want to tell someone (besides anonymously over the internet) but, I want to tell my husband first. I've been tempted to tell my kids but, they will talk. I also lost a baby in Sept and it was hard on them. I don't want to take that risk. Why does my husband have to be inreachable? Ugh!