Heartbroken

So I posted the earlier this week about having an abnormal EKG. I went to see a specialist Monday and was advised to terminate the pregnancy. I have cardiomyopathy, left bundle branch block and tachycardia. I go see another specialist who deals with heart problems in pregnancy on Friday and to have more test done. I'm so overwhelmed and upset by this and have no clue how I am going to get through this! Any positive thoughts and prayers are GREATLY appreciated!! I'm praying for different results and a more positive outlook on Friday!