I keep seeing people posting pictures of ultrasounds on facebook, people announcing pregnancies and i can't help but feel like it'll never be my turn. I sit here knitting baby blankets for a baby i don't have and probably won't, i've been trying for so long it just seems like an unreachable goal, a dream that will never come true. I just want my own little baby, my bundle of joy i can cuddle and kiss and raise. Please send me all the baby dust you can spare i am feeling so down right now 😔