one day it will be what I want more then anything in life ....

Laura-
So I haven't had a period since my miscarriage in October it was FET so I'm not really sure how long it should take 
 ave one again, but everyone keeps telling me to do a test even the doctor, yet every time I do I get the disappointing test and makes me feel low again, as much as I vowed to try and move on and progress in other areas in life such as work, I can't help but feel why won't I get that bfp