i've lost my baby 😭

Dakota • 22 • Pregnant with 🌈👶🏼 #1 due september ‘18 • mommy to 4 angels 👼🏼
I have lost my baby today at 7 weeks + 5 days, I had an u/s last friday. They let me hear the heartbeat & told me everything looked perfect. I had a little pinkish on my toiletpaper & called my OB, she told me to stop by whenever I could. I got ready, drove to the hospital & was waiting in the waitingroom. I did not have the feeling that anything was seriously wrong, not at all. I still had & have the sore breasts & occasional nausea. She tried to find the heartbeat, but she looked at me & said: "i am so sorry, but there is no more heartbeat". All I could say was: when will I start bleeding? She give me pills to "speed up" the miscarriage & told me to go home & rest. I feel horrible, I loved this little one so much already. I am heartbroken! 
 
 From the heaven, to my womb, to the heaven again. ✨