I went for my 13 week ultrasound only to discover my babies heart stopped beating at 11 weeks. I opted for the medical approach rather than surgical and probably the most traumatic experience of my life. To watch huge clots leave me and wonder every time which one was my baby is honestly the most heartbreaking experience. This happened yesterday and I just don't feel like I can stop crying. I don't want to stop crying, I just want my baby back. How do we get through this?