It's been so hard 😔

Lady • 2 losses in 2017 👼🏽👼🏽 had my rainbow baby 10/2018 and then another blessing 03/2020🌈 Currently pregnant again by the grace of God ❤️ Praying that the Lord allows me to carry my blessing full term and give birth to a healthy boy or girl ❤️
It's been so hard for me since having my miscarriage. When I found out I was pregnant, we were so happy. I felt like I was dreaming and though I was sick everyday I was so happy and content, and now I have nothing. I feel so empty, I wish it was a dream, I just want to wake up so bad. We tried to conceive for so long, and as fast as we had our happiness we ended up leaving the hospital in tears. Today I made a box to try and relieve some of my pain.