which wait is worse: TWW, blood test results or the repeat?!

Stacie
Does anyone else feel tortured while TTC then pregnant while in this first trimester?
Of course the TWW was the absolute PITS. then I get a vvfl!! Then about 6 or 7 more BFPs until my blood test...then waiting for the results of the blood work, which I got on Monday only for my OB to say to do a repeat and so here I sit again...waiting! And hoping and praying my levels are going up like they should. 
I am truly my own worst enemy 😨