:((((((((( I can't believe This.

I'm SO done!!!!:( AF showed her stupid face this morning :( im so down and so low. 8 days late :( I really really thought this was my month. With all my symtoms and using OPks this month, successfully, I really thought I was pregnant. I even told my SO I was a week late and he got so excited and then the next day she comes. I mentally can not do this to my self anymore. It's been 8 months and still no baby. I know couples have been trying longer how do you deal with it? I'm crying as I type this because I'm so upset. I don't think I can take any more months of this tourture. I need some advice. :(