Terrified

Edith
Hello. I went to the doctor yesterday for the gender reveal. It turns out it's a girl, which I knew, because I really wanted a boy. I sound cold hearted but I just hated being a girl so much and have had so many complications with my lady parts, I feel my future daughter is doomed. Not only did I find out it's a girl but the doctor told me my cervix is at the bare minimum and I'm into the danger zone. He acted as if it'd be a miracle if I made it to 24 weeks. I have been forbidden from excersize, sex, being constipated, lifting, bending, twisting, jogging, and even walking excessively. I'm a highly active person so this is gonna be difficult. I'm going back next week to observe my cervix and get it stitched up. I'm terrified and depressed and angry at the doctor for not listening to me when I told him from day one that I'm high risk. Anywho, rant over, my daughter is kicking the hell outta me 😖