I'm terrified to say this because I'm scared I sound like an ass hole. But these are my genuine fears. If I'm to foster....and maybe be lucky enough to adopt.....and then what happens if I get pregnant after adoption? I'm terrified of my feelings. What if I love my birth child more?? I don't want to do that to a child! What if my adopted child feels less important than my birth child? What if friends and family who don't understand love my birth child more?? Im terrified to adopt because I'm terrified of making that child feel sad or unwanted or not good enough. Even though I'd do everything in my power not to. What if I can't connect to a child? 

Am I crazy? Has anyone else considering adoption had these fears?