And the rug gets pulled again- RANT

✨Rae✨ • Genesis 30:22-23 💙🌈 #RainbowBabyMason
Ugh I'm just so annoyed. Does anyone else feel so out of control with their lives after their miscarriage? My husband came home last night to inform me they switched his shifts. So now he is going to work (3:30pm-12am or 1am,2am or whenever they let him off)! I work 7:30-4:30 . So we are literally never going to see each other 😢 I'm so angry! All I want to do is start our family and now this. I've patiently been waiting 3 weeks for my period and now when it comes it won't even matter because I am never going to see my husband. And what pisses me off the most is they told him they would keep him on days (7:00-5:00) because they know we wanted to start a family (his work is aware of our miscarriage). Military life takes another for the win 😪
I feel like every time I turn around another door is slammed in my face. I don't want starting our family to feel like a "chore"