I'm over feeling like this. :(
Our friends invited us round for dinner and sleep over for the night. Just after I walked through their door, she told me they are 12 weeks pregnant with twins and they weren't even ttc!
I love my friend to bits and I am happy for them but now I'm sitting here trying to put a brave face on and keep back the tears. I've been Ttc for over two years. I hate feeling like this, it makes me feel so guilty and like a bitch because I'm sooo jealous and sad for myself. I never used to be the jealous type. I just started to feel strong again after feeling depressed about my infertility last week, and now I'm feeling inadequate again! FML... All I want to do is celebrate with my friend like a normal person but my sadness just takes over automatically. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm so over this.
Please don't judge me I'm feeling fragile at the moment.
Add Comment
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.