So I lost my sweet angel almost 3 weeks ago at 12 weeks. Had a d&c 2 days after finding out he was gone. The first week was literally torture for me. I didn't think I would ever stop crying. It subsided and I was able to go to work and get through the day. But those feelings  have all come back and it's been really rough for me. I feel so empty. I put on a happy face for everyone including my SO and my family but inside I'm so sad. It's like it's hitting me all over again that I'm no longer carrying my angel. I have all these wonderful people around me but feel completely alone. I cry alone so that I give the illusion that I'm ok because I don't want anyone to worry which is probably so much worse but I'm the rock I'm the strong one and I don't know how to just break down. I guess I just needed to vent write it down. I hope that this gets easier. 😔