went off the deep end..
My husband and I have been TTC for two years now. I had a surgery in Aug 16 to remove endometrial polyps and we ended up conceiving in Oct 16 (our two year mark of TTC) it sadly ended in a MC and I had a D&C dec 1st... in the whole process I have been pretty patient and calm, waited until the right time to test, didn't track anything but when AF should be coming... ever since the MC though I have started to slip and feel crazy during my TWW... this last cycle I tested 3-4 times a day since 5DPO....HOLY CRAP that was expensive!! While it was happening I was thinking "why are you testing again? It's too soon! You've already taken 2 today... what a waste" yet it didn't stop me. I have officially gone off the deep end and I HATE it. I don't want to feel this way, I don't want to hide how many tests I've taken from my husband either!
It's like an addiction!
This cycle my doctor suggested that we start clomid... I'm super nervous that my hopes will go up thinking this will be the fix. But I honestly know it's never a guarantee.. I don't want to go off the deep end again.
What can I do to ease my mind? Calm my nerves? And stop testing!!!?
Any help?! 😩
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