This will be my third child, but fourth pregnancy. The last pregnancy ended in a miscarriage of twins, when I was about 9 weeks. I'm only 5 weeks right now, but I'm so nervous. Every time I go to the bathroom I'm checking for blood, I'm analyzing my symptoms to make sure I "still feel pregnant" I have some cramping going on and it's scaring me so much. I have moments that I'm thrilled, then other moments that I'm just so nervous it will happen again.