32 weeks and miserable

Dru • Super mom to three small babes with twin girls due in April ✨Jax 9.28.2011 ✨ Emi-Layne 12.17.2012 ✨ Emerson 7.01.2014✨
You guys.. I have never been more miserable in my entire life. 
I can't sleep. I have to pee 6-8 times a night. My knees throb and my groin throbs. I can hardly use my left leg at all. My lower back has shooting piercing pain in it. I've been having intense head aches all day. Dizzy here or there through out the day. I keep having this intense dropping feeling that'll send me in to a contraction. It literally feels like someone is punching me downwards in my cervix. I'm having contractions through out the day. I have hemorrhoids even though I'm not even pushing when I have to poop. It just comes out and leaves me in agony. I'm dilated at a 4 and 75 percent effaced. I've been on bed rest for 2 weeks. I've been having steroid shots done twice a week. Both my baby girls are breech. I have three healthy children. All of which were vaginal births. I'm terrified of a c section. I also have low platelets & I don't know what that means and i also have gestational diabetes. Okay end rant. 👍💪😱🖕😭