Disppointed.. need to rant!

I am exhausted. I have an 11 month old who never will take a bottle. Never has either. Same with a soother. She nurses and she comfort nurses. I find myself nursing a lot at night. I have always done all the night feedings and waking up with her all night. And getting up with her if she didnt want to sleep (which was a rare occurance lucky me).

My s/o? Sleeps all night. Wakes up to shower when he pleases. Decides when he wants to leave the house as he wishes. And HATES if I complain about anything. He never wants to help, he wants to make the "problem" stop so he doesnt have to hear me bitch. He doesn't care that I am tired. He cares that he has to listen to me say it (god forbid).

My daughter's entire small life, everytime I wake up grumpy or exhausted from a night of rapid breastfeeding, he gets pissy and just tells me I should stop breastfeeding. When all I really need is for him to get up with our daughter for ONCE so I can get maybe an hour of solid sleep to myself. This morning I finally asked him to take her and he actually got mad at me. I just dont get it. He keeps saying to kick her out of the bedroom. And to make her cry in her crib all night . And he wants "his sleep" back and "his life" back. Sorry ass hole but this is parenting. Sorry you werent effing ready like you claimed you were. Id honestly rather sleep next to my daughter than my s/o. He just acts like a child now cos god forbid I cant cuddle him to sleep every night or have sex often. Im so sick of him acting so selfish. And getting pissed everytime I ask a small favour of him. I feel like I have 2 children !!! UGH RANT OVER