Son's 3rd angelversary

Holly • Gator-Bonez
February 10th was my son's 3rd angelversary. I lost him when I was 20 weeks pregnant. It has been a struggle ever since. I ended up getting pregnant again 2.5 years later and then that ended in a miscarriage. I just want a baby. But what I really want is both of my children to be here with me. I just don't understand anymore why this happens.