I was with this guy for over a year and for the first year he was absolutely amazing. Showed me the love I knew he had for me, and he shortly turned into my best friend after we started dating. I love him more than I've ever loved someone in my entire life. I'd die for him in a heart beat. Well about 3 weeks ago or so I found out he cheated on me. My heart broke and I didn't know what to do. He cried to me and said he didn't mean it and all this. But then I found out he slept with the girl 4 times, then I realized it wasn't a mistake it was a choice. But yet I took him back. And he even had a completly different faceboom account fot this girl. It hadn't even been two weeks and I had seen that the girl posted a video of him on Instagram. I lost it and he kept saying that he doesn't know why she'd do that and all this crazy stuff. Well I ended up leaving him the day after and instantly regretted it. I cried after begged him to take me back. But he didn't know if he would. Then the girl texted my phone telling me to leave her and her man alone. I flipped. I called him 40 plus times and kept texting him. Come to find out he was still seeing her and had made a fake Facebook to talk to her. What made it worse was that I pretended to befriend the girl to find everything out. We'll I did. She's 15 weeks pregnant with his kid. She got pregnant 2 weeks after they started sleeping together. That was just 4 days before out anniversary. My heart is broken and idk what to do. I love this man so fucking much that I wanted to stay with him but now I know I can't. What the hell do I do??! I just want to die....