I had my thyroid out a month ago and i decided as soon as i get it removed i will stop smoking and ttc. I have had 2 terminations one 2 years ago due to a bad dv and one last year due to it not growing properly. Its made me so paranoid i wont be able to concieve now, i just found out my bestfriend is pregnant and i really wanna be happy for her but im struggling 😔 my periods due in 4 days and im just dreading it because i know im going to be distraught. Ive done a morning test every day for a week and its still all negative... ive been so tired i can barely stay awake and now ive got a cold. All i want is another child 😥