Pretty bummed today :/

I feel so unappreciated sometimes. My boyfriend didnt even make an effort for valentines day, i'm starting to reach my breaking point in my relationship. All he said was "we'll go to the casino this weekend and we'll each bring $100".. I have to spend my own money? I always end up paying for whatever he needs. I dont remember the last time he said "here take my card for groceries" because he's never paid for groceries or whatever we need for the house. He does pay his half of rent, but thats it. We dont have to pay utilities or anything, its included. But I guess my point is that I do and do and get nothing in return but some trust issues knowing in the back of my head that he's talked to other girls in the past. There is no effort whatsoever on his side. Its not like he doesnt have money, he's constantly buying parts for his desktop which are expensive and just bought a new car. We also never have sex anymore, I always have to initiate it. I was just hoping that I'd feel more appreciated since its valentines day.  Idk if i'm overreacting but I just needed to vent. This app keeps me sane between therapy visits lol. Feels like i'm single for valentines day :/ and lately everyday tbh