I was recently referred to a cardiologist for some heart palpitations. I was hoping it was just a precaution, but it wasn't. They actually found something wrong with my heart. I'm currently 30 weeks pregnant. The cardiologist is afraid my heart isn't strong enough to "continue with the pregnancy", so if my second EKG results are as alarming as the first, I'll be scheduled for an emergency C-section. I'm having the EKG Thursday and a 24 hour harness monitor put on. I'll be 30 weeks and 2 days Thursday. My baby would be 10 weeks early. This is not how I imagined pregnancy. This is not how I wanted to give birth. I wanted an unmedicated vaginal birth. I wanted to breastfeed for a year. I wanted to have more than one child. Now I might not be able to do any of those things. I'm nervous, scared, and heartbroken. I don't know what to do at this point. All I can do is wait.