Posting about Intersex. Re: ME!!

So I got another thread 40 long about my adult identity. I have to extend it to back to 15 years old now.

I have a female puberty, hormone cycle and budding begins then. of course I know nothing. and of course by 16.8 years, I get slammed by all the estrogen. no not by pill or shot. all cross hormone inside my own body.

I was on JV water Polo team when it happened. jeezus. by 16.8 years, that's almost 2 years of breast growth. so about 100 grams of symmetrical breasts have grown. not enough for any bra, but notices enough for a man boob and loose weight back at home.

I'm still 6-2 and I was swimming 2000 yards on practise and coaching days. that volume never went away.

by 19 years, I was caught with a dress, and confronted. I asserted I was female. I was demanded to show them. I wanted to strip, but I left the house. again cup size was "almost A". no defined nipple or areola.

almost lost my life at 19. the depression following killed the future growth. and had the out of balance hormone feeling until now. 19 to 40 years old. I had no education or positive counseling on the issue. kept in dark.

I will not surgery correct like all intersex people. not my fault my body is like this. my birth certificate has changed to female now. pending legestive update out of California.

happy yes. I will advocate the he'll in new Mexico for all non binary people when passport comes back. yay.