Loss 👼😔💔

Hi everyone today I lost my grandpa it's very hard for me to accept because when we last spoke we left off on bad terms n I was to stubborn to forgive him so I didn't talk to him for a few years til present an now I'm full of regret because I was gonna start patching things up with him n spend more time with him but now it's to late 😔 i can't forgive myself. I wrote a poem to help me cope with how im feeling and my husband stayed up with me till it was time for him to get ready for work. I just can't stop crying.  lease no negative comments.