Kate Upton body

So slight backstory, my boyfriend has been trying to get me to work out for the longest time. He is a giant fitness freak meanwhile I prefer to lounge around and eat all day. I used to work out heavily when I was in high school (lifted weights 4 days a week for over an hour before school started) as I was trying to gain some weight. I personally just don't like working out and I've told my bf this, I don't mind going on occasion but I would rather do a short workout at home than go to the gym for hours each day and fight people over a squat rack. I get he just wants me to be healthy and he enjoys it so he wants to share that with me but it's caused some arguments because he pushes it so hard sometimes it makes me feel like he doesn't like my body even though he compliments me and my body a lot.

Fast forward to last night we were scrolling through Facebook and there was a video compilation of Kate Upton doing swimsuit photo shoots. So we're watching it and my boyfriend goes "she's pretty hot" and I'm like "yeah I think she's absolutely beautiful." And he replies "I bet she works out." And I instantly got defensive. I didn't say anything but he knows that's a sore subject with me and him constantly saying shit like that makes me feel not good enough (there are a lot of things I don't like about my body as is). So yes I ranked on Kate Upton for a bit to him because I was upset but I was sitting there really hurt for a while because in MY PERSONAL OPINION I think I have a better natural body shape than her. I mean she is obviously very pretty but her boobs are fake and that's really the only thing guys are looking at when they see her photos, I think the rest of her body is just average (I'm not saying there is anything wrong with that!!). Like for me and the body type I was born with i wouldn't look up to her as my fitness motivation. It made me feel a little bad because now I'm sitting here thinking my bf prefers her body over mine and I feel like I look more toned/fitness-y than Kate Upton does. 

I know this is extremely shallow and dumb to be annoyed about and I'm not arguing with my bf over it but my hormones are all out of whack cause I'm starting my BC pills again and I needed to get this off my chest. Would anyone else be a little annoyed or am I just a crazy bitch 😂