when did it get easier?

So my husband had bad news for me today they only gave him 3 days off so those 3 days we will be in the hospital basically... everyone is far from me or either to busy only person who could help is my dad but due to his health he won't be able to help much so it's just me and a newborn whenever she comes... I'm scared that I can't do it it's my first time having a baby so I don't know much. I've been crying all day cause I'm scared and nervous 😩