So my SO and I have been together 9 years. He's a great person. He's an even better dad. I love him with all my heart.
But his mom, whom is also amazing, just recently got diagnosed with Renal Cancer. Its very early, Stage I, and the treatment options are removal of entire kidney which would be complicated because of prior surgical history or Cryoablasion which is the option my SO and my MIL have decided on.
No Chemo, no Radiation. Really, the best situation when diagnosed with any cancer.
I'm very upset, this woman is like a 2nd Mom to me. I'm overwhelmed, plus we have 3 kids (2 older girls, his from a past relationship- but I have been in their life a long time and our 6 month old daughter).
He is very stressed and worried and fearful and I completely understand but at the same time dont know how it feels because its not my mom. But I try to be understanding, I try to relate and help out any way I can as far as support, going to Dr. Appointments, etc.
He has lately been taking all this tress, fear and worry out on me. We went out to eat last night and he had some beer, then we came home and he went to the casino with his mom. He apparently continued to drink, came home a little drunk and came in the room telling me about his night. This is at 330 am. I asked him a few times to lower his voice so he didnt wake our daughter and I jokingly half asleep said if u wake her up, you're dealing with her. I guess that set him off because he slammed out of our room, slammed out of our front door. I went after him asking him what I did wrong and he went on A rant how I was selfish and a bitch and that if it was my mom I would be doing research all day long non-stop because I do it for her for stupid ass shit. Then he told me he hated me, he hated my face and my demeanor and he shoved me (not even hard enough to hurt or make me move much) and told me to get away from him, get out of his face. And then he left.
He did come home, and we talked a little, but my heart hurts. So bad. I cant believe he said the things he said to me.
I'm not looking for advice... I just needed to get this out because I dont have anyone else to talk to.