I'm so nervous. We have been trying for about 2 almost 3 months. I know that's not long but I see so many people struggling for sooo long and every month I get a negative I'm hoping and praying I don't fall into that category. It's so hard because literally every time I get on social media. There's another young girl, from work or from back in high school, that I know that's annoucing her pregnancy. It seems EVERYONE is getting pregnant around me. I can't go anywhere with out seeing so many pregnant women and seeing all these young young girls getting pregnant with NO issue at all. No planning no nothing. And then I see these mothers that don't even take care of themselves, that do drugs, abuse and abandon their children and for some reason have no issue becoming pregnant again and again and again...I had nexplanon birth control for 7 months. And I'm scared maybe it messed up my body....and a lot of women are having miscarriages because of the nexplanon...it's just so scary...I just hope this is my month. 😔