it could be worse but ugh!

Had my dr and ultrasound check today babies are healthy but back to breech positions from head down 😞. My dr also told me that he won't induce until 38-39 weeks and if I don't deliver during the business day he won't be delivering me unless he's the dr on call that night! Ugh! Love my babies but they are making me stress!!! I've never had a cesarean and I miss my midwife! I'm already pushing myself to get the epidural this time once I get to a 5 instead of a natural labor and he said I can only do 30 second delayed cord clamping. I already feel like my twin birth is getting pushed with time. Anyone seen the Business of Being Born documentary? 😟