I don't post here often but...

I'm struggling a lot with depression and my pregnancy. I've lost motivation to do anything around my house, go to work, or to take care of myself. I'm 16 weeks pregnant and I've spoken with my doctor and he's suggested I take medication but I'm reluctant. I feel like I should to help me but I really can't afford it trying to save money for my baby. I miss work 4 times a month because I have no motivation to even get out of bed. I feel regret for keeping my baby because I don't feel like I really can provide for my kid.