Tick tock

Ugh my Surgery is 6 days away . I'm scared and happy at the same time . I hope this makes me able to live a normal life again I have been suffering so long . I'm having 2 discs removed from my neck and will be fused from c3 to c6 after this . I won't be able to nod or look up or down anymore but it will be worth it . To be out of this excusiating prison of a body that I have been stuck in . My 14 yr old son said mom how are you going to play that game on your phone if you can't look down . Lol I wad like wow Rocco I don't know . I'm glad he is not worrying about anyrhing more serious than being able to play a game I can tell my 16 yr old daughter is very nervous and worried she jist got her permit to drive so I have been letting her drive me everywhere we need to go . She is very cautious and a good driver already so I just tell her she can be my chauffeur for the next 3 months while I heal . Ugh I have done this surgery on another disc already the thing that I am not looking forward to is feeling like my.tonsils were pulled out with pliers on the 4th day after its done I'm prob going to write a post and vent this out please dont.get sick of hearing it I don't have many people to share these feelings with that can heat it without worrying so thanks for listening the countdown is on